Yesterday’s 4* DDQ was Jean Grey, mine was decent at 3/0/3 lvl 147. Seemed good enough to beat Moonstone for my third 4* DDQ victory but it was not. I lost numerous times, burning through all AP/Damage boosts plus all of my days healthpacks. Two particular times I had Moonstone down to 100 HP but she still had enough AP to beat me no matter what strategy I used. What pissed me off the most was she would constantly match my Green. My wife looked on as I got pissed at the game. She was scared, she thought something bad had happened, but then she saw it was just me playing MPQ. My wife kindly told me I need to calm down and relax.
I was about to rage quit and blow up on the forums (like most of us do) but instead I listened to my wife by keeping my cool because it’s just a game, right? Well the truth is, it’s not. It’s not just a game because for the past year and half I have allowed it to control my life. I have allowed myself to schedule my life around my game time instead of the other way around. I have found myself playing this game and viewing the forums while at work. I take extended or extra “bathroom” breaks to play. I am constantly angry just because of the game. I stopped going to the gym because I could not fit my fitness into my MPQ schedule. I chose MPQ over my own wife many times. MPQ has brought out the worst in me and I have allowed it to continue to take me over.
Why? Why would I do such a thing? I don’t know, I have played video games my whole life, I love them, I love comics, I love RPGs, I loved the Original Puzzle Quest, I love just collecting stuff! But this is not that type of game. A game should not cause me to gain weight, added stress, anger at work and my home. I have always been addicted to games but MPQ (or F2P in general) is a whole new level. I have never been so angry playing games in my life since the old 80’s games where a game like Contra was awesome but ridiculously difficult. Perhaps, F2P games are the new generation of Arcade games. Arcade games were created to be fun but also make you use a ton of quarters no matter how good of a player you are. That’s what MPQ reminds me of.
So why haven’t I quit? Well everytime I want to quit, MPQ comes out with some new cool gameplay that keeps me hooked. I started playing around Sentry’s release and I quit after a month when I realized how much time is needed to play but then the Anniversary came. I was at ComicCon in NYC that year, it was fun, tokens galore, I was hooked after this. Several new additions and changes kept me going every time I thought it was time to end this game such as Alliances increased to 20 slots, Time Slices, PVE Refresh changed from 3hrs to 8hrs, lowered Iso to level 3* characters, better progressions rewards in PVP and SHIELD Sim, and of course Deadpool Daily Quest. DDQ single handedly kept me hooked for a long time. However since DDQ’s release most of the changes/additions have been lackluster: Time Slice changes that messed up my schedule, Health Increases that extended matchtimes, updated UI to the main menu and the forum that served no purpose, the Vault never felt as awesome as the devs communicated it to be, too many 4* releases, the tech issues with Ultron and again with Galactus, 4* DDQ which have been like Growth Industry or a even extension to regular DDQ, then of course Legendary tokens which extended our play time in PVE. These additions/changes have kept me hooked but more negatively than positively.
It’s all just too much with little reward. The game has become harder or more time consuming. It did not help that the new PVE was not fun at all. Although the devs have stated that some huge changes are coming soon, I think it would be best for me to stop playing now before the changes come because I will just be hooked some more. After my several 4* DDQ losses yesterday, I went to the gym for the first time in 3 months and I spent the entire day with my wife, it was great and that’s what I should strive for, not some new 4* cover. It’s going to be hard to fight this addiction and put the game to rest for good but in the long run it will be a much longer, happier life. I’ll likely miss the forums more than the game itself, I became friends with some players, helped newbies with their roster, created cool surveys/polls, and had numerous laughs. So thank you players for all the times we shared on the forums, it was fun. I don’t know what I’m going to do on my lunch break now.. maybe I’ll read some comics ![]()