This post could have easily been a rage quit post 3 – 4 times in the last couple months, but I’ve taken a deep breath and soldiered on, but it’s come to a crossroads for me, and here’s why.
I started off MPQ 324 days ago. When I started it was just for a fun occasional time killer game, and it was certainly nothing I intended on putting any real monery towards. I quickly became addicted for a heap of reasons, being a bit of a Marvel nerd surely didn’t help, I had no chance of stayong away. Still determined to not spend any real money, I started off with a selective roster of players I liked, or that would get me through. To this day I’m still getting burnt on occasion by all the covers I sold in my first 200 days or so, which brings me to last night and the most likley the last $20 I will drop on MPQ.
I bought my last 2 blue hood covers, I’ve never pulled a single hood blue, and I neglected to keep his yellows and blacks or play for his covers in the old days. I’ve known forever he’s an essentail guy to have, but I’ haven’t been naturally accumulating them for some time. It was my last ditch effort to stay “competitive” in this game. Last week, before the shield change I dropped $10 - $15 for shield hopping. It was the Blade PvP and having a 166 Blade, I tossed him in the ring with my 166 daken and 166 patch. The stars had finally aligned for me to have a shot at hitting the ellusive 1300 pts, and I was going to do it. It was my final “wahoo” in PvP. I’ve never been able to get too far past the thoress/xforce wall, and in the old days the sentry/hood wall, and I was never interested in dropping more than $5 on a pvp for an extra cover. See, for middle of the road guys like me, there’s no real chance of being top 5 (with 1300 – 2000 pts), or even hitting that 1300 mark. But this time, it was different. I had the stars, and my wallet.
Prior to that I dropped $20 on my final xforce green, which I don’t regret, and $20 for 2 Sentry covers to stay relevant durring the Sentry days, and my first covers bought with money were 2 Cmags purples before the nerf, in an attempt to keep up with the curve, and it helped, sorta – briefly. I’ve dropped a bit more here and there to top off to get a cover, or some iso to round off, and of course shield money when needed.
With the new PvP MMR and now shields, guys like me who are overjoyed to hit 800 pts, and maybe knock off a thoress/xforce team before shielding have a limited reach on what we can acocmplish, and it’s getting old.
I’m done with 7 day grinds for new releases that I pay 500 HP for a roster slot to park in my ever grown unused character graveyard. I don’t even try for top 50 anymore in those new release PvEs since I like to sleep without setting an alarm in the middle of the night to hit a refresh, and I like to go out and do things, and have a job (where I sneak in games still) I’m unable to keep up with the refreshes, and I’m tired of trying to.
Back in the day I used to get excited to take a Friday night to myself and spend it grinding away at MPQ and collecting loot, covers and challenges. Now it seems like it’s more a thing of MPQ getting in the way of things I’d rather do. I’ve obstained from making plans with friends to grind away for a release or a couple covers more then once. Even now I’m forced to spend 15 – 40 minutes on a PvE clear, and 15 minutes on a quick PvP hop before I can get started on what I really wanted to do that Friday night, oh, and oops, sorry guys, just give me another 20 to do a clear a couple hours later. Meanwhile my Friday night is slipping away as I spend it on MPQ errands. Just errands, nothing more.
It seems like now the game frustrates me or gets in the way of things I’d rather be doing more than it seems enjoyable.
The survival mode idea, my alliance making PvE non-essential unless a new cover release, and D3’s comitment to fixing lame charecters and adding new types of events are some of the things that give me hope for Season X. 7 day grinds, 2 hour refreshes, terrible MMR, are some things that I will no longer tolerate or endure. All the changes to PvP have in my experience made it tougher on the middle and lower tiers. Now I hit a wall of 166s, or xforce/thorress at about 550, instead of 650 – 700. And with shield changes? The little guys get poached off more and more to try and hover around 500 and not dump too much HP into shields too early.
This last season I’ve seen a lot of long-timers drop off or quit. In our aliance a few staples have stepped aside, burnt-out, and I don’t blame them. Burn-out seems to be pretty common. So I’m asking myself, why bother being burnt-out and frustrated? Why continue to sacrifice real life for an extra 2% chance of a cover, or whatever?
So Season X I’m going to kick back, try and remember the love I had and enjoy putting my favorite 3 Marvel heroes against whatever 3 opponents fate has thrown at me. I won’t be spending HP I don’t have on roster slots I don’t need. Unless there’s fan favorie release or a favorite of mine, like Nightcrawler (pls Dr Strange), instead of some marketing timing to coinside with another Marvel T.V. / movie happening. I won’t be grinding for 7 days, and I won’t be hitting all my refreshes against the tired and played out dark avenger crew because they just aren’t fun anymore. I will keep up with or exceed alliance goals, and continue to contribute, and I will be trying to reconnect with the fun as I do it.
So after Season X there will be a couple uncertainties of where MPQ and I will be. I will either go casual, quit altogether, or continue with my current pace and allaince while enjoying the game. The one certainty of my future with MPQ is that I’m not spending any more money, aside from the occasional $3 - $5 for sheild money top up if I’m short, but since I won’t be shield hopping, that may not need to happen again. I fully support paying for a game you like, and don’t think MPQ is pay to play, but it’s most assuredly pay to compete. Well, I think I’ve paid enough, and given enough of my time. I will keep it fun, and if the fun doesn’t stick, I’m out.
Anyway, that’s my tale. I know I enjoy reading soties of others and their take on their experiances with the game, it helps add perspective, and hopefully as the same old issues come up again and again D3 may be encouraged to re-evalute.